superficial life

I don't want to go home.

odd isn't it?? why wouldn't I want to be home, right? the abundent food, my church, my friends, my dog; they're all in the U.S.

so why don't I want to go home.

I'll tell you why;

going home means going back to superficial life.

going home is going back to stifling education. I appreciate my education; the thing is, I could do so much more with my life without it.

I don't want to be bound by anything but God and His will.

going home means being surrounded by

f a k e s .

I want to go to India.

I want to live somewhere exotic.

I wouldn't even mind being here; as long as I was doing what God wanted.

here life is so real!

everything is so in-your-face that you barely have time to think about it.

the boy no longer going to school because of fees;

the blind widow with HIV;

the heart of God;

all of it is here.

going home is going back to unhappiness; lonliness; monotonousness; and fakeness.

now tell me;

who wants to go anywhere like that?

S U R P R I S E .

you're living in it.