missing her already...

so it's happened.
my beloved older sister Jaimie is gone.
what to say??
our family is suffering without her...
she was our "lost member"!!
she has to go home to emptiness;
lonesomeness awaits her without our family...
I have prayed again and again for her safety& for journey mercies...
but how much can prayer do?
I can only pray that God comforts her while I am not there to dry her tears.

my dearest Jaimie,
I miss you terribly already!
I know you shall read this....
and I hope it is uplifting.
we aren't a complete family without you;
we'll be looking forward to you when we come home.
wait for us;


on a different note...
I have had the most interesting dreams lately...
all of them about guys!!
I feel the need to be pursued...
and I am dreaming of the right guy.
"when will he come??" my heart cries; "where is he?"
perhaps God is teaching me patience...
or he could be trying to tell me something through my dreams...
I read Genesis 41 today (about Joseph; Interpreter of Dreams)
I thought it would be fitting to my situation...
and I came upon an interesting verse;

"The reason the dream was given to Pharaoh in two forms is that the matter has been firmly decided by God, and God will do it soon." --Genesis 41:32

I will do some praying and asking God what he might be trying to tell me.
what do you guys think??
I am totally open to your thoughts;
so speak your heart & mind.

&Amber Lynn;